So iv’e always said, “once i get the chance to get out of Arizona, ill take it in a heart beat”. And now that i have the chance to go somewhere that any kid would be lucky to live, I feel like i cant do it. I mean, who wouldn’t pick Hawaii over Arizona right? Like fuck! i was finally happy and feeling like everything was at its peaks, and now i get this put on me! I guess i’m just scared. Well, we’ll see what happens.